Monday, December 07, 2009
december action pack has begun!
Here we go.. well i guess i have a lot of pictures to update.
but if you notice, i haven been updating picture junkies since forever.
its always a representative of a photo frm an album.
the rest go find in at facebook or multiply okay?
i love my family and friends.
what more can i say?
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
i am in love with my family & friends.
who love me for who i am.
will update more with some photos soon k!
but if you notice, i haven been updating picture junkies since forever.
its always a representative of a photo frm an album.
the rest go find in at facebook or multiply okay?
i love my family and friends.
what more can i say?
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
i am in love with my family & friends.
who love me for who i am.
will update more with some photos soon k!
11:59 AM
Thursday, December 03, 2009
evening rant out!
atikah, i enable the pic redie.. u can click on the image below to zoom in!
hehehee..
well, good evening everyone!
just had a short break with my colleagues while we review our xmas portal.
lol! kinda excited for this.. im like 45% done..
had the whole day to work on lion's.
pretty happy and satisfied with lion's today.
i was so happy and glad after 2 hours of troubleshooting the damn html.
i cried in happiness when i manage to solve it.
but somehow, im still sad and stress coz im still unable to solve the loop.
sigh sigh sigh.
gonna OT today..
i wanted to order mcdnld.. but later the same rider send my meal again i die.
who noes he dengki and put poison in my food coz i nvr layan his smses how?!
hahahaha..
oh yar.. at friendster i put up the shoutout about the below 18 don't ask
for my number or my msn,right? well, i shudn't have put tat coz now all the above 21 start
asking me for number redie thru friendster pm! hahahaha..so much of wanting to act kakak-kakak! hahaha!
guys guys.. mencuba nasib ye korg?
too bad, im not interested in making friends/flings at the moment.
ive not been contacting anyone for the past 2-3 years.
trust me, if you look in my hp inbox,
it's either papa, sister, monkeys-ziza, gee, sirah, zaki, usop.
haha pretty pathetic though.
basically i'm pretty much occupied with work.
ive no time to entertain any flings or anyone anymore.
i've no time to meet my friends too okay!
and like i said, my flings sumer dah blissfully attached!
so sweet rite them?
its nice to see them happy and be with someone they love
and been finding all the while..
lepas tu, aku takde org nak layan.
booohooo!!!
takpe-tkpe..
3 more years,
i'll start dating k?
7:37 PM
Wednesday, December 02, 2009
HI!!!!!
btw, i've been receiving quite a number of request and pm asking for my msn & number from guys under 21. hahaha.. mostly the underage ones, 18 & below. hahahaha.. aku tahulah muka aku muka budak-budak, tapi please lah... pls believe my age! have faith with my age. its for real!
im freaking 21! turning 22 in 6 months time!!!!!
hahahahaha!!
so for the 1st time i tried to be mean and
said something thru friendster. check this out!
said something thru friendster. check this out!
click on image to zooom in! hehehehe...
so yes..
below 21 (18 & below especially),
don't pm or request me just for the sake
of my number or msn!
i dun msn anymore.
yours truly,
kakak syikin.
6:00 PM
miss my female monkeys.
i've been trying my best to fit and slot in time for you ladies but i guess time just doesn't allow me to! hmmmph! im super duper angry with time now! i really hope the clock can tick-tock slowly coz i have like a week more to let the xmas projects on the run. and at the same time im juggling with other projects too which is not associated with xmas u see. bahhh.. i need time! trust me, im occupied with events every weekend. sirah, i just notice something. ur 19th dec celebration clashes with my parents anniversary that im gonna held at home! aghhhh! this is like the 2nd time i didn't get to celebrate the twins bday! and on the 13th, i have 3 events line up! im not sure of the shoot yet. 5 dec, another celebration with the cuzens and my poly friends asked me out too on that day. haiyo how like dat?? 6 dec, im not sure about the friend's engagement (hmm wonder isit for real or she's just pranking us! hahaha!).. was supposed to go to msia somewhere ahead smpg renggam and muar i guess. but i give it a pass. 12 dec my niece bday celebration and the last 2 weeks of xmas, im nt pretty sure but will be busy like mad coz have to get lion project up by the end of the yearrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im not tired.. but more to restless. hahah.. isn't that the same thing? hmm.. im not tired and my brain is functioning well but my whole body is aching.. my shoulder especially!
TIME, I NEEEEEED YOU BADLY!!!
i just need you to be slow a little.
will you?
its coming to the end of the year.
i hate december!
coz there's so many to attend and its
disappointing when i don't get to attend to
all the occasion and events.. haiz..
to all whom i owe a meet up,
we might as well meet next year!
haha.. but not january..
ive got plans line up on january 2009!
ohhh yar! i've yet to post an entry about diy!
she's being a sweetheart when she sent me something, registered mail!
next entry i guess!
1:55 PM
Monday, November 30, 2009
im gooooooood!
amazingly, tak kena gigit nyamok.. tapi bawak balek pimple..
haiyoooooo..
hahahaha!!
9:42 PM
Friday, November 27, 2009
bye nak balek kampong!!!
BYEEEEE EVERYONE!
Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha to muslims!
i will be making my way back to kampong on friday noon.
i hope the journey will be smooth to and fro.
BECAUSEEEEE,
our car broke down at SPC just now! the battery died! we have no jumper!
thankfully, the SPC pakcik & 2 gentlemen helped us out!
Poor Geely, he must have been very tired.
Will bring you out for a visit to the doctor tomorrow
before we start the long journey yea?
insyaallah, hopefully saya selamat pergi dan balik. mcm nak pergi mane
nye jauh je eh! hahahahaa.. but seriously... i freak out mann when papa cudn't
start the engine.
sampai naik gastric. lol!
kalau kereta stuck stop pat expressway,
aku dah terberak-berak agaknye.
very the cuak.
very the scared okay!
naseb kereta tak buat perangai time nak balek kampong nanti!
and i still haven pack!
and i haven charge my camera batt!
and i haven charge my hp!
btw, i cant wait for 2nd dec..
hopefully lahh the transaction all okay..
i bought a phone online at singtelshop.com
yayy.. but pretty sad, budget kena jaga..
so, no iPhone just yet :(
nvm.. one day mesti beli!
12:25 AM
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Al-fatihah to Edy..
The innocent kids who were killed, abused, neglected & rot to death,
they will always be remembered and be put to a better place, insyaallah.Sesungguhnya Allah itu maha kuasa & maha mengetahui.
Sesungguhnya Allah itu maha pengasih & penyayang.
To all the irresponsible parents or guardians, you won't live in peace.
The time of your life-enjoyment in killing, abusing, neglecting-just for your own sake of happiness, you have now maybe yours,
but you gonna get what you should deserve in the after-life.
God is forgiving, but do not take advantage over that.
Humans, we have limitations towards everything.
How could you all be so heartless?
11:17 AM
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
birdy please spare me from all ur droppings ohh pls!
i swear i have nothing against animal. i don't hate kittens or cats.. as well as birds. i have bad experience with them. BUT all this doesn't mean i don't sayang them. i love animals. but these 2 animal hate me most.and i duno why. but i love persian cat! they very malas and won't disturb me one. hahaha..
a bird pee-d on me this morning. and trust me you wouldn't want to know on how many times they have actually poo-d on me okay! many times! many many times. sigh.. am i cursed? by birds? lol! and ive been asking arnd, do birds pee? my colleague said they pee through their droppings. but there's no dropping.. i mean except for their water droplets which i suspect was their pee lah. haiz.. what a day to start. im gonna call papa now to ask if their pee is toxic. hmm.. kalau human birds memang pee ah takya ckp i also know. hahahahaha.. human bird or woat! cock! lol! okok sorry.. dirty joke.
12:27 PM
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
my boys!
my naughty-super-very-hyper-i-can't-describe-it-anymore boys.
hahahaha!!
miss u both even though baru jumpe 2 days ago.
2 days seems like 2 months. hahaha!
5:28 PM
veyr angry with today's headline.
TNP: 5 friends on trial for rape - 1 told police that his co-accused had said: 'Let's get girl drunk so that we can easily get the girl'.
Such a disgrace. Have some respect & mercy for everyone can u? If you want to enjoy ur fcking life, don't let others be your victim.
i've always believe in this,What's more embarrassing yet again, 3 out of 5 of them are malay boys. One of their parents were away and he decided to call his friends for a drink party in his house. Ohhhhh call me conservative or kuno or old school or super alim, i don't care. When it comes to this, i have my respect towards Allah, family and my home, where people always say, rumah ku syurga ku. I don't care if people call me a selenge kid who never step her leg in any of the clubhouse.. i don't care if you say im not sporting for not joining you for a drink or whatever shit.. i want to be a good Muslim not only because i was born as one.. im no perfect.. i too have my "setan" moments.. but alhamdulillah, i was brought up well by my parents who taught me the wonderful world of Islam.. i know my limitations.. even though there will be times where you have that niat to go for it, or do whatever shit which is against the religion, if your iman is strong, definitely you get to escape from that niat of yours. ni semua nawaitu masing2.
i swear im not trying to say that im right. of course, we have to noe the real story behind every crime. and i think for this case, the girl shouldn't come in picture in the first place.. but well, things happen.. shit happen.. haiyaaaaaaaa... im so carried away by this headline sia.. cannot take it. very angry... ONCE AGAIN IM GONA SAY THIS, KEMANA PERGI AKHLAK DIRI MASING-MASING??
"Walaupun berhibur,suka..yg WAJIB jgn ditinggalkan"
11:19 AM
Monday, November 23, 2009
penat/sakit.com.sg
am i weak because im falling sick or because im just plain tired?
i didn't had any rest for 2 weeks straight. i kinda drag myself to work today.
usually i get positive when i wake up frm my sleep.
but today, extremely... erm... duno how i shud describe.
takpelah, kuatkan diri dan semangat. insyaallah ade kekuatan!
10:11 AM
Friday, November 20, 2009
actually im tired.
i hope the strength will continue and be kept with me till the end of time. no matter how tired i will get, nothing will stop me from being hyper! i think the more tired i get, the more hyper i am. somehow lahh.. i've been sleeping early before 11pm if i've got nothing to work on at home ever since i started working.. i think that's a good achievement! coz at the same time, i need to take care of myself despite the busy hours. cheeers to many more to come. i dreamt of arwah nenek & atok in my dreams yesterday. they were at the dining room together, they look so happy. so i told them to wait coz i want to snap a photo, but my camera battery died. sigh. but it all happen in my dream lah of course. miss you both so much. so glad i still get to dream of her! she's so far yet so near to me. her words and encouragement will always stay and remain in me forever to keep me going! let's be a happy girls, coz just like what the picture above says, happy girls are the prettiest girl! i want to be pretty okay even though i very selekeh one.. hahaha..
10:04 AM
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
minah kilang!
Hi everyone! I found this photo from my archive!
Dammit man!!! mcm minah-minah kilang seagate! hahaha!!
This was in 2004!
wat the hell, its 5 years ago!!!!
5:06 PM
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
a committed relationship? not yet!
woah sekarang byk couple sumer kaya-kaya eh! makan pat hotel restaurant, Häagen-Dazs, swensen, fish & co, pizza hut & mcm-mcm ah. jealous aku! hahaha.. i think if i got bf rite, i will always bring him to Long John Silver.. sebab tu lah smpi skrg takde bf!! hahahahaha!! amek meal yg paleng mahal ah! or order deal combo 1 but with 4 chicken fillet. eh sedap je kasi wua lapar pulak ckp pasal makan. kalau dapat yg gerek tak cerewet nye type, ajak makan prata! go for prata adventure, try all the diff prata at diff places in singapore! best nye... yummmy!
hmm yalah.. talking about committed relationship.. money is also an important factor.. must save to buy his/her bdae present (at least 100 bucks and above), anniversary gift lah dan lain-lain lagi.. ni belom part nak save duit untuk kawin lagi.. woah.. will i go thru all this? hmmmmm i wonder! hahahaha.. aku ni dah lah mcm budak-budak belum cukup umur.. padahal next year 22 yrs old!! hahahahahaha.. kekek ah..
but seriously, i can't imagine myself in a committed relationship.. cnfirm orang tak percaya dat syikin is syikin. hahaha.. cnfirm will change the perangai.. entah eh? how do i tell.. i cant tell mann.. im not God!!! hahahaha.. but i think ah once im in a committed relationship, i will be a little more serious towards life.. no more such thing as pasting posters on the wall, no more stuffy toys in my room.. photo frame will tukar to the bf picture.. no more facebook-ing playing games at facebook trying hard to maintain the #1 position at Bejewel Blitz.. hahahahhaha!! cnfirm kin will be a lil gentle and sweeter. hahahaha.. UWEK NAK MUNTAH ALREADY!
hahaha i really do can't imagine myself mann.. well lets not imagine.. and this is one thing i hate! once you've been sitting on a single status for sooooo freaking long, and not being to dependent on anyone, you will forget how to fall or be in love. im too independent on standing on my own feet. even if i wanna go for lunch, i dun nid company, i can just go on my own. and even when i "cuci mata", i find all guys the same-- got same eyes, nose, mouth, hands, feet.. nothing excite me anymore. that's very bad u noe!!!!!! and even when a guy start a conversation (intending to noe more deeper like a bit serious), i will think that he was just being friendly to everyone.
it's like i can't differentiate what's right from wrong, i dunno what's real and fake anymore. i see life in it's beautiful neutral way. i duno.. maybe because i want to see life and treat everyone equally.. and it sucks too, coz sometimes i dun even noe what i want in life. but i still choose to be happy, and that will remain as that. :)
to my future bf, wherever you are, whoever you are, i don't even know who you are, i don't even know who you will be, but please take care. hahahahaha..
12:49 PM
Monday, November 16, 2009
Heloooooo happy monday!
HAPPPPPY MONDAY!!
had a blast weekend!!! met the very super big and kecoh relatives.
the chief (my cuzen bro) plan a vacation.
and we are ALL DAMN EXCITED!
and we all miss our beloved arwah Hj Talib & arwah Hajjah Asmah.
we shall never say die to our family spirit!
YAYYYY to us!!!
and please eh, nnt time vacation jgn kecoh smpi
kasi roboh eh tu tmpt! satu org nye bebual je dh mcm
20 org nye suara. can u imagine us yesterday brape ramai
menyelit in 1 room. and seberapa ramai tu kali 20 suara.
naseb rumah kak lynn tak roboh!!!!!!!! hahahaha!!
1:15 PM
Friday, November 13, 2009
walaoweyyyyyyy!
hujan manyak lebat. manyak punya lebat sampai slack boleh itu perah itu keluar air. wahh piangg.. sibeh sian lor today. mungking hor, hali ini punya date har, is friday the 13. wua punya manyak suway wor today. itu lima dolar ahhh itu burn kena beli itu payong ah pat dhoby ghaut ah. sekarang ah wua banyak lapar, tapi ahh ada itu energy bar ahh. manyak naseb hor wua punya pantry ada manyak makan. duit wua abes ah itu top up ezlink ah. manyak saket hati. kenapa ahh itu naik public transport manyak mahal ahhh? wua cannot take it lahh.. wua mahu ah naik itu basikal dali yishun teros ke redhill. bole ahh, lu rasa? sekarang wua kena tunggu itu pukul 6 ahh ada itu meeting untuk hali christmas.. lepas tu ah company wua ada kasi makan-makan bagus punya. wua balek lambat tak dapat ah itu join sama girlpren poly wua dinner sama-sama. manyak sedih hor.. hari jumaat kena kereja keras. tapi takpalah.. yang penting, wua happy. muaahaha!! wua manyak sejuk sekarang.. macam tempat sonata jepon. sejuk wua sampai pakai jaket ahh tutop smpi ti kepala. sejuk boleh mati wor... walaowey... sibeh siann.. okaylah, selamat ah!
4:44 PM
Thursday, November 12, 2009
pasrah dihatimu
many thanks to my close friends who never fail to remind me of pasrah dihatimu. korg memang nak kena mintak sembelih ngn aku.. hahaaha.. they will always tease me with that song and the videoclip at vista park that was shown in mtv boom back then in 2001. hahhaa.. sometimes i forgotten that i actually have my own set of songs that i should be proud of. hahaha.. maybe because back then i was just a playful teenager who knows nothing about serious business about singing. i will only know how to perform, attend shows, make everyone happy and enjoy themselves, have fun bla bla bla.. i think i should start looking back at my old CD and love my own songs. hahahaa.. and yes, i still do sing and act but well im not that active anymore.. i still do voice over and short ads for a few agency but nt that often coz i've a fulltime job to commit to. but it will be a pleasure if you wanna call me to perform once again. i miss the other life of me.. i don't want to call it limelight. but perhaps, my passion life.. those were the days of coz..
and i decided to google for Pasrah Dihatimu. and above is what i found. most of the lyrics i check betol pulak tu takde error!!! hahaha.. i didn't know my song was quite well received by others. and it's so sweet to see my lyrics being shared on so many different kind of lyrics site! i was so amazed lahh coz i wasn't aware of any of this!! thank you to those who actually put my lyrics up, very thoughtful of you! seriously! well kudos to the composer and the song writer of coz; abg lily (he's the bassist from Slam, the malaysian band with zamani in it & kadir pandi (Berita Harian reporter).. u guys must listen to the raw song of pasrah dihatimu... it's so different from the album version!! thanks to hasyim, The Shaggies, who arranged the final song. seeee... so many ppl to thank.. pikir ni anugerah planet muzik kepe!!!?? ahahahaa...
and yeah, i miss singing lah.. the last time i sang was at cash studio with my poly friends. tu pon karaoke, bukan perform. bleahhhhh... i want to karaoke again ahh.. but i is very busy u noe until december.. how like dat? my weekends all fully booked! nak rest pon takde time.. sunday pon kena bangon pagi to attend family errands or events. haiyayaya.. i want to be a teenager again ah but i duwan to go thru school exams ahh.. or napha test.. i only want the fun part. hahaa.. so secondary school kids, enjoy ur youth life okay. enjoy it wisely.. dah masok 20s, start keje, penat tau.. maner nak settle hal rumah, kereta, bill, lunch, dinner, work projects which is unlike school project anymore, personal life... penat giler tau.. so lebih baik korang make full use of your youth life.. poly life pon best.. ade byk freedom! hahaha.. tapi working life best, dapat gaji! huahuahaa.. biler dah 21 like me, can get GST money frm government sumore. so korg pelan-pelan kayuh okay! have fun! hehehee...
2:39 PM
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
knncb!
if my nickname were spelt without the letter "i",
it will be knn.
which is popularly known as a vulgar word.
KNN ahhh!!
hahahahahahaha.. waiting for meeting to start in 30 mins time. so here i go.. entertaining myself and maybe i shud go to redhill mrt to get myself a warm soy milk! toodles. happy tuesday!
2:47 PM
Monday, November 09, 2009
yayyyyyy to gooood news!
i would love to attend to all your calls and text messages. but im so sorry to inform each and everyone of you that my hp is rosak. but the good thing is i can receive sms. for the time being i will only attend to all important calls and text messages. otherwise i will go through you guys thru facebook or twitter yeah. and and and at the same time, it'll be good if there's anyone out there who can sponsor me a spare phone so i can use it for temporary. thank you very nice.
and i am so happy that i am very happy to the happiness of very happy and happy of all time. hahaa.. i received a good effing news on this monday blues. yes, at the end of the month is the end mark of my probation at werk and alhamdulillah everyone loves me and i'm a confirmed staff and of course i was given an increment. alhamdulillah nye alhamdulillah. aku gembira sekali.
now back to work already kin!
1:59 PM
Saturday, November 07, 2009
Careful by Paramore
I settled down
A twisted up frown
Disguised as a smile, well
You would’ve never known
I had it all
But not what I wanted
‘Cause hope for me
Was a place uncharted
And overgrown
You’d make your way in
I resisted just like this
You can't tell me to feel
The truth never set me free
So, I did it myself
You can't be too careful anymore
When all that is waiting for you
Won't come any closer
You've got to reach out a little more
More
Open your eyes,
Like I opened mine
It's only the real world.
A life you will never know
Shifting your weight
To throw off the pain
Well you can ignore it
But, only for so long
You look like I did
You resist me just like this
You can't tell me to heal
And, it hurts remembering
How it felt to shut down
12:24 AM
